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12th-Sep-2008 05:11 pm - Dreamland
sailor moon
I had a dream that Corey and I got another roommate, it was some old dude. But then the old dude drops dead, and he still owed us lots of money for us letting him live with us. So his next-of-kin comes in, to pay his debts. He was a sexy cowboy. Not wearing a shirt. Yeah. You know what kind of payment I'm thinking of. And then my alarm goes off. This happens every time I have a sexy dream. Why does my subconscious hate my vulva? Why?

Also, why do I not make an entry for months and then post two in the span of three minutes?

12th-Sep-2008 05:07 pm - Why I'm a pirate
sailor moon
I've said many times before, and I'm sure I'll say it many times again, kiriko-moth.deviantart.com/art/Pirate-Plunder-35901273 This is why I'm a pirate. We get wenches. And booty. *giggle* Admit it, Asami would totally be a pirate too. You know it. *hails Asami* 


Too bad the person who would appreciate this post the most is in Africa.  /cry

6th-Feb-2008 09:00 pm - Contradictions, contradictions.
So, in my desprate attempt to slam the breaks on what is fast becoming a very very evil problem in my life, I have given up procrastination for lent.

Yes, I'm serious.

I find it so very odd that despite no longer believing in Christian doctrine, including the practice of lent, giving up stuff for lent is still effective. Yet another of my personal contradictions and hypocrisies, I suppose. I already have plenty of them running rampant when it comes to me and Christianity. Why not add another to the mix? Still, I suppose there must be something for making a pledge to the Lord that makes you keep it and not shirk. But I digress.

I'm tired. I'm going to bed early.
30th-Jan-2008 12:50 am(no subject)
sailor moon
I have come to the conclusion that the lyrics to 'Little Chickadee' by the Chenille sisters are no where on the internet. This saddens me, as the former is one of my favorite songs. Come to think of it, Chenille Sisters are really a quite obscure band, without much following to speak of. Bummer. I like them, though. I even derive my name from one of their songs. But anyways, on with the chanson.

15th-Dec-2007 10:18 pm - My Darling Dark...
sailor moon
If you are online at the moment, could you spare me an IM? I have interesting developments to discuss with you. I ought to have called you earlier, but it slipped my mind. 
12th-Dec-2007 04:20 pm(no subject)
    It's odd. I know, intellectually, that I am young. Quite young. And as yet, also quite unworldly. So when Alex and I speak in grand terms, not of 'forever' (neither of us are that young), but of a few years from now, and of him following me to college, no matter where I go, there is a cool, intellectual part of my mind that speaks. It reminds me how little I know of dating, how many girls Alex dated before coming to these conclusions, whereas I've only two previous significant others under my belt. It reminds me that I am indeed very young.

    Which is true, I know I am young. I know I am inexperienced. I'm not completely ignorant of love and affection, but there is much I could stand to learn. And so I cannot refute that voice. Its argument is sound.

    And yet I find that I don't care what that unfeeling part says. I know I'm going to make mistakes. That's part of the point of life. I don't feel that this is a mistake, though. And if it is, then I want to make my own mistakes. I find that I'm not so afraid of naivety that I would let that stop me from loving Alex.

    It's like Zoe said, in firefly, "I ain't so afraid of losing something that I'm not gonna try to have it."

    And come to think of it, that part sounds a bit too much like Lia for comfort, anyways.
27th-Nov-2007 08:32 pm - Music
fuuka kagerou
One of the interesting things about dating Alex; his interest in music. While I love him dearly, he is sometimes a bit... flighty or perhaps spastic, when it comes to listening to music in his car. As we often go places to do things, or drive to and fro with various friends, I have heard rather a lot of music in his car. However, I have not heard very many songs through to the end. This is due to Alex's tendency to get bored of a song in the middle of it, and then skip to a new song. Hence the above 'spastic' and 'flighty'.

I've gotten to the point where the only time I'm really surprised by the music in his car is if we actually listen to the song through the end. And recently, I had the interesting pleasure of listening to two songs through to the end in his car. One was a rather interesting techno yodeling that rather reminded me of Alvin and the Chipmunks, for reasons that are beyond my comprehension.

The other was a piece by Apocalyptica. It was gorgeous, and ensnared my senses in the most wonderful way. While I forget if this was the particular piece we listened to, I found this one on youtube, and felt like sharing.

24th-Nov-2007 04:21 pm - Er, Hi. Again.
jayne crazy
I have discovered that Darklovesme's and mine dear mutual friend Keilarash has friended me. So I friended her back, becasue she is nifty. And now I feel slightly bashful about
a.Never updating, and
b.The last gloomy glum written-in-a-fit-of-pique entry.

So, I hereby shall try to make less gloomy entries. And more of them. Er, the non-gloomy entries, that is. Not more of the gloomy.

So, Dark is supposed to get back tonight, and that will be nice. Of course, I'm also going to Zoolights with my BF tonight (assuming I ever get my applications done), so if she calls me in response to the three times I called her last night, or three times I emailed her last night, or the three texts I sent her over the past few days, or the angsty journal entry, and I am enjoying myself at Zoolights and do not answer the phone, she may be slightly peeved. But hey, such is life. Her father did not say how late tonight she was supposed to return, so you never know, I may be back by then. And I was really overreacting yesterday anyways. (the upset was probably due to the shock of the discovery that Dark was not there when I really wanted/needed to talk to her, as much as the actual thing I wanted to talk about. Which may have been what she's been annoyed at me for for ages too. So if I learned that, maybe it's all just as well, anyways.)
But Zoolights sound like much fun indeed! My BF origionally asked me to go to Rocky Horror Picture Show with him, but as my Mother would have required that a good responsible frined of her choice go with me, and the friends are sick, out of town, and have a grandmother who would never in a million years let her go to the RHPS, so that didn't work out. But then my awesome amazing wonderful BF invited me to Zoolights, because his mom had extra tickets! And my mother said I can go to that one. So Yay!!!
23rd-Nov-2007 08:15 pm(no subject)
sophie Howl
I am depressing myself. A lot. And it is not good.
I think Darklovesme is angry at me. And since she went on vacation this weekend without telling me she was going, even though she wasn't at school on Wednesday, so I think I should've at least gotten some sort of heads up on Tuesday, at the very least asking for an extra good hug, since she wouldn't be there to give and recieve hugs on Wednesday. And since I forgot to tell her I was going out of town last break, and was MIA for the better part of a week, I'm thinking maybe she did the same thing to get back at me. Which would be very mean indeed. Especially since I was sure I'd told her I was leaving, and it was a honest, if stupid, mistake. And I apologised a lot, and felt really bad, and I thought she accepted my apology. And so she probably didn't do that. But she's done the taste-of-my-own-medicine thing once before, when she felt ignored about my new BF. So I guess I don't know.
And I really want to talk to her now. Because I just feel like I could really stand to have a friend to talk to at the moment, if only for the sake of shaking me out of this unnecessary glum I've developed. Which would be nice. But that's not really the only thing I would want to talk to her about. Becausue I have things I want to talk to her about. And I am not going to discuss them at the moment, because I am in quite a mood. But I really hope Dark isn't mad at me, and that I'm blowing this whole thing out of proportion, and I also really hope that she will call me when she gets back. Or else.
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